Feel of the Day.80

Today is an interesting day. Like a camel's hump haha funny analogy i know, but it really was like a hump (hehe).

Today started off...late :P woke up @ 1.45pm, which meant that my 11am alarm didn't work :P so there you go, almost half my day was gone and i was like a zombie...*does the zombie walk*

then, i pretty much procrastinated the whole day haha, if u saw my fb post, there was sumthing about a sloth...its true, me name's sloth, alvin sloth :P
i was watching tv, stargate atlantis wooot ! :P and star trek enterprise ! hehehe
they are my studies' worst enemies haha

i did do some work, just some humanities qns for GAMSAT, then i headed off to baddy :)
see my baddy games were pretty crap @ the start, i kept loosing games and ppl sorta laughed at my noobness haha maybe im just too sensitive but meh, it wasn't a gd experience. To elaborate, there's a few guys who sorta "marked" me as an enemy? or more correctly "person you hate?" haha i dno but it all began back in 1957...?!?!?!?! haha just pullin ya leg hehe :P okay..it all started when i first started goin to badminton socials and i knew this dude, nice dude but flawed in a certain area which sorta pissed a few other guys off and so happen that day, when he was pissin ppl off, i was dere with him, talkin to him, because he's one of 3 ppl i knew then, i was a newbie. and yeaaa, the pissed ppl saw me with him and 1+1=2, they "marked" me. ever since, everytime they (pissed ppl) wud see me, they wud treat me as the other dude. and yeaaa, everytime i would play baddy and my opponents were the pissy* ppl ( let's just call em pissy ppl to make it easy:P ), i wud freeze and stuff up the whole game, but today, it was diff :) at the start, yes, it was the same, i was playin bad..and the rest of the nite wasn't much different, but the very last game...i played with the pissy ppl anddd guess wat...i played gd, didn't stuff up as much and we were all laughing, well they did still laugh at me a few times, but i was lauging with them too, @ the games @ everything haha..and yeaa that was an up for me. it wasn't perfect, but it was progress :) and that's good enough for me...for now anyways :)

sooo, to explain my hump analogy, waking up late=down, scifi channel=up, procrastination/didn't do much work=down, baddy=up:), hm...need one more down to make a full "m" shaped hump haha hm...i'll let you figure the last one out :P but yea...u get the general idea :P

that's all for today :) cheerios ! :D

alvin.k

Feel of the Day.79

Today, i looked into my "mirror" and realised that i was a back-stabbing hypocrite.
I am ashamed of myself, and i am grateful that i have the grace to realised this side of me.

Matthew 7:3 says "Why do you look at the speck that is in your brother's eye, but do not notice the log tat is in your own eye?"

I am ashamed.

Today i have learnt a valuable lesson, a lesson that can only be learnt through harsh experience, one that i have just endured..trust me, it was no walk in the park.
but like the burn you feel after a jog, i'm glad i went thru that episode, as they all say, no pain..no gain :)

alrighty, that's all i wana say today, gd nite :)

alvin.k

Feel of the Day.78

man...it's been a while :P
just wana say i'm uber tired today...did heaps of stuff, well not heaps heaps but mehh haha played baddy twice today and now my whole body is like a deflated balloon :P esp me hammies...:(

alright something deeep (attempt :P)..
as mentioned, i baddy-ed twice today and it was sorta 2 diff worlds for me, i mean like when i was playing with some friends, it was all fun and games :) we had good laughs and chilled :) gd time but when i played @ social, i got smacked on the face so many times haha it was really something today, 2 worlds...

anywho, im up for my drivers test sooon ! arghhh im really really nervous, it's like doin a paper, only i don't quite have the confidence like i do with my papers, it's...different you know, like practical exam haha, well it is a practical assesment. hopefully i'll have gd news soon :) arghhhh :P

mann...i haven't officially written a full song in ages! haven't really been jamming all that much either..hm..mayb it's the busy time..meh..
really wana finish a song haha :P i guess that'll be one of my new yr's resolution ? hehehe.

anyways, i'm totally shacked, need to close me eyes! take care everyone ! :)

alvin.k