Feel of the Day.34

Life is a lil muddy atm. First of all, i'm sick. Second of all, assignment (50% of subject) due soon. Third of all, the first of all and second of all exist. sigh....

Also, i wanted to go to a trip to Cairns, organised by my fellow high school mates, but this request was denied by my parents, unfortunately. It's always nice to be granted a "yes", but never nice to be denied....or listen to the word "no".

I dno what to say anymore...i think i'll stop now. short-ish post today :P

Hope everyone is doing well and for those who are going thru exams atm, all the best !

alvin.k

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Today was a satisfying day :) Although it was preetty stressful at times, but in the end, it all worked out and yeaa, happy-ish ending ! :)

Today was Apollo's annual end of yr Pops Concert and it was a blast ! We had several guest performers and we pretty much filled the place ( we performed @ a hall in Queens College ) :) yay ! I was in charge of stage management for the 2nd half of the nite (after interval) and this was a first for me :) i didn't actually do ALL the work, we all helped each other and yeaa it was a group effort, but nevertheless, it was a first time experience for me. It's actually quite stressful @ times and yeaa. but it all worked out fine :)

Apollo Rocks ! :)

alvin.k

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Its quarter past 3...in the MORNING ! and i just submitted my assignment. i am so tired i can't think. it's been a wavy week, with crap here and there. but all's gd i can see the end, or at least what i think is the end...i really hope it's the end.

At this moment in time, a particular song is playing in my head, Jonas Brothers' "Play My Music" from Camp Rock 1. I know i know...Jonas brothers and all...haha but i actually do like their music ! so deal with it ! :P hehe anyways, in the chorus of the song, it goes :

" Music's got control,

and i'm never letting go, no no

I just wana play my music "

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I wish i can sing at the top of my lungs now, and just jam those EADGBE strings like crazy, @ 3.15am in the morning. sigh..LALALALALALLALLAALA !

You walk down a market, thinking you're gona get some fruits today, but instead you got fish, WHAT ?!?! i know this sounds weird but this is how im feeling atm. just weird and weirder..and weirder...i think i really shoul go to sleep now, my head hurts, which probably isn't good haha

i'm off, take care everyone ! :)

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alvin.k

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all i can say is....CRAP DAY !

alvin.k

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Mannnn ! It feels like it's been ages since i last blogged ! :P hehe hi blog ! sry i neglected you ! hehe anyways, tonnes has happened since the last time i wrote, so, lets see, where to start.
Well, I have just finished 2 massive MST and it was really a relief after the tests ! the last week of hols studying for the tests actually felt like SWOT VAC ! :( but yeaa, i'm glad it's over ! but now there's more assesments ! assignments and prac reports ! arghhhh ! it's never-ending ! Oh wells...it'll be all worth it at the end ! :):)

I'm feeling kinda depressed ? i dno what you call it. It's like you're in, but you're not. you clearly have an "IN" tic, but yet you're outside, looking inside thru a glass window. ever feel like that sometimes ? i do today. Frustration has filled my guts today....only i know. Sometimes i just wana run...keep running until i reach a new dimension, a new surreal world where i could just pause time and lie down....for ages & age & ags & ages....how i wish there's such a place. There's so many things, so very many things :( i feel like i could die right now, drown, even decapitated, as horrid as that sounds. sigh. I'm sry this post is so emo ! just not my day. ah wells...suck it !

Anywho, everything else is sorta going okay, and yea, i guess i should be grateful for the things that are going well :) Life has ups and downs. and i should embrace every single moment of it. crap, i should really be sleeping now, class @ 11am tmr. ah wells...

actually, i should go :P that's all for today. cheers !

alvin.k