Saturday, August 28, 2010

Feel of the Day.29

Another ordinary day ? Perhaps..
Had classes as usual, ate lunch, hoohaa bits here and there etc.
One class/lect that really caught my attention was today's music n health lecture. Today's topic was Music and Identity, and one of the subtopics was music composition, or in lay man's terms, writing songs. I actually kinda wana wagg this lect, but thanks to Audrey i stayed :) Thanks Aud ! :D:D I was really curious about how the human mind works around music composition and how we can produce something from nothing. This really gave me something to think about. is me writing songs a way to "find myself" ? hm...perhaps. The lecturer also talked about musical flow ? i think thats wat its called. she described this as a moment when you're so in tuned with something you're doing/participating that time wasn't a factor, it was as if the moment froze and we just stay in this infinite space/time, and *snap* immediately i know that i can relate to that. Maybe that's the "hooking factor" that has "hooked" me to playing guitar, singing, composing? perhaps.

Have u ever been stuck in mud ? sinking sand? well, neither have i, but i sure feel like im stuck right now. it's been a while now, back then it was like i KNEW i was stuck, but now its like i know im stuck and its just routine. don't get me wrong, i still feel the discomfort and all and it sucks ! but its like ive accepted my surroundings. ahh BULL ! BULL I SAY !

phew...okay. I feel better :) welll, i think i wana stop here. feeling kinda tired.
Hope you guys are all well :)

alvin.k

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Feel of the Day.28

Hello blog, its been a while :P
Oh man, i just realised that a while is 3 WEEKS ! Time sure flies..
Today is a very abnormal sat, why ? Thats because i woke up @ 8.30. WHAT ?! you say..its true. haha it all started on fri nite. I was meant to nerd for a test on mon, but yeaaa one thing led to another, and before i know it, bang ! it was 12 lol so yeaaa i just slept and woke up earli :P
true story haha!

oooo ! before i forget, i had sumthing very cool for lunch today ( and yes i say lunch because i actuallly had breakky ! WOO ! WEETBIX ! :P ) => KEBAB ! It was amazingly tasty ! i'm having another one soon ! :P
While i'm on the topic of food, i have recently discovered the awesomest icecream ever made!
It's WEIS Mango icecream bar ! ive always seen it on tv but never gotten to actually tryin it.
This brings me back to my trip to msia in june. MAS' service has been declining lately and ice cream hasnt been on the desert menu for milleniums ! but this time it was diff ! after our hot meal, the air stewardess walked pass the ailes with a brown basket and i thought to myself " more peanuts ? after a meal ? " i soon came to know that it wasnt peanut, it was WEIS MANGO BAR ! WOOO ! ahah and yeaa the end, loved it ever since :P

Anyways, now to talk about new shows ! BONES ! its like NCIS, but better ! 0.0 its true ! haha after greys, i had a no-show period of approx. 12 hours and i caved haha ! my will power is thru the roof ! :P ( i have a very low roof xD )

anywho, thats all for today, sleeep time ! :)

alvin.k

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Love You More Than Life.

" I love you more than life,
..I need you more than life,
..Can't you see that we are meant to be ?

..I miss you everyday,
..No matter what you say,
..Can't you see that we are meant to be,
..We're meant to be. "

-3.10pm; 9/6/2010-

alvin.k

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Feel of the Day.27

Today was a pretty eventful day, i must say. Had lectures as usual, and betweeen breaks me and some mates went to makan nando chippies ! :D gd timesss...Then there was Apollo Pancake Day ! :P I think Apollo gave out a total of 200+ pancakes ! :) AWESOME ! Thanks everyone who came ! and if you're living in Melb and love to sing , please come and join Choir ! :) contact me @ kongsterkwl@hotmail.com for details :) okok, that was just a lil plug for Apollo :P

If there's one thing that i can change about my life right now, i would change the way i feel. We can't control the way we feel, we can certainly control the way we're manifesting the feeling outwardly, but we cant alter the feelings we're feeling. Its just natural. David Tao ( me fav chinese singer ! ) wrote a song recently titled " Unrequited Love " ( the title is originally in chinese, i just translatted it :P ) and that song would be my life right now. DT also mentioned in one of his interviews that having a kind of love such as an unrequited love is powerful. To be able to love someone and not expect anything in return, even without the person knowing the way you feel, that's something. ( btw im just paraphrasing DT, not his exact words ) anyways, it's painful in some sense, just like a kid lookin at a candy store full of candy but not being allowed to have one. poor kid. poor me.

I really wana tell you, but i don't. but if you're reading this, here's a msg for you.

" I really like you, you think mayb we can go out for a cup of joe sometime ? "

That's all for today . Take care ppl ! :):):)

alvin.k

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Feel of the Day.26

You know what...sometimes things just don't work anymore. Not even a service centre will help.
Sometimes I wish that life could be like a bowling ball, you roll it, you watch....it rolls, it rolls, and it hits the pins..job done. The responsibility is taken off right after the ball leaves the bowler's fingers, and u just watch. i feel like im still holding the bowling ball, even after it has left my finger tips.

Anywho, emo start :P Today was a pretty gd day ! Had church, then makan YumCha, which is always awesome ! haha and then, something that rarely happens happened ! me and 2 of me bros CLEANED ! with mums help of course haha she never trusts us with the cleaning :P

It's currently 11.22pm. Uni Week 2 tmr, sigh.....i want hols ! when you have it, you dont appreciate it, but when its gone, u think about it like its GOLD ! haha i rmb in a song i wrote once, i sed " We only want wat we can't have, so let's treasure what we have " so true ya ?

Anywho, i'll leave you with that thought :) Take care now !

alvin.k