Feel of the Day.90

Med Interview is OVERRR! yay! It was fairly nerve wrecking but im so glad it's over hehe.. It was based on an MMI (Multi-Mini Interview) format with 8 different stations (5mins each). The total of 40mins went by so quickkk! It seriously felt like 15 minss! I could've probs improved my responses for several of the stations, but i did my best so yeaaa :) Just happy it's finally OVER heheee Anywho, after the interview, i had dinner! at SAMBAL Malaysia! :) Had harmee once again hehe so yumssss rawrrr although the portion was smallish hehe i'm hungree now hahaha but yeaaa had a pretty gd day! accomplished a milestone and had an awesome dinner woooo Tmr, however, is a day of nerding/assignmenting once againn but im so glad that i lectopiad all the assesible lects during the first week of hols teehee I've beeen feeling a lil mehh again...It's hard sometimes...rawr okay i will refrain from being emo hahaa i think i'll end here :) take care peeps! cheers, alvin.k

Feel of the Day.89

It's been a whilee! haha first thing i wana say is that i tried bloggin yest but failed miserably haha technologically! i like typed my heart out and clicked submit but whoooosh! it like died sighhsss sooooo i just left it haha

anywho, it was probs for the best anyways, i wasn't feeling all the cheery yest anyways, better today thankfully :]

"You need the bad times, to know the gd times" - Nik Day

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Anywho, with regards to whats been happening, lots i must say...emotionally.
tumble and turns and it's still here today but i feel better because i have a direction. To please God and obey his living Word! I am placed in this situation for a purpose, whatever it may be, i need to submit to His sovereigty, and say yes.
You know the things i want remains the same and the outside influence remains constant as ever and it still eats me down but when i look to God and try to see it from His view, it's not as hard anymore, because i don't have any excuse to not do it His way. I have been bought with a price and it's not an easy price to pay. Therefore, obey and follow. Nothing else. No excuses. Everytime i think i've been met with injustice i think about the cross and whatever im facing seems to loose it's weight and it shud well be the case because what happened at the cross is sooo amazing and nothing can compare, literaly.

The feelings, however, linger and seem like they're here for the long hawl, but..
i needa focus not on myself, but on the Lord. Amen.

alvin.k