Today is my first day home"all day"! haha didn't even realise i've been going out everyday :3 Feel weird being home alone, the quietness and stillness (besides the noises of bulldozers building houses nearby haha). I had to complete a self-introductory document for the clinical school today, and a simple document has had me procrastinated for 3 days and a 15min job took me an hour lol That is the power of holidays :p
Apart from that, staying home today has gotten me to think a little. What am i living for? Who am i living for? Am i pleasing the right kinds of people?
It all comes back to a quote i've used on several occasion:
"Be the person who makes you happy today" :)
alvin.k
Thursday, January 10, 2013
Wednesday, January 9, 2013
Feel of the Day.106
Hello blog, it's been a while :3
I'm currently in malaysia, having my summer break!
i have visited 2 new countries this break -> thailand and taiwan. They were both amazing! Especially loved Taiwan, it's everything i imagined it to be! Definitely returning again in the future!
The holidays have been good, to relax my brain from studying mode; but it's not without it's problems.
Had a few arguments with the old roots, thing is, they're weren't just your usual squarrel; they were a bit of an end-result of a years worth of anger-accumulation; yeap it doesn't sound good. To make it worse, i don't think it's resolved. shit.
Every year something happens, and every year the supposedly long-awaited-awesome-break ends up being a shitty-non-study-period. As of now, i really want school to start soon, it's that shitty.
and i feel lonely sometimes.i know it's startting to sound like some melodramatic rant, but really, this is my only output.
i don't know, i have friends, many friends in fact. but it's hard sometimes with the old root issue and all. we play hard and we study hard, thats the motto to keep us going right? but on my end, im only getting the study hard part. play hard? ehhh maybe. i do play, but hard? im not so sure. So that's that. A holiday that's not really one. i feel crap.
Right now im focussing on gyming! something that i can put my mind to. It's good for health, and it takes my mind off things; win-win scenario. I need more of that in my life. Well, things are not all that bad, im back in msia! with no exams or assignments chasing my ass. I'm supposed to be in a freaking good period of the year. supposedly. But there's still good food and malls to walk around; so i guess it's not all that bad. it's like putting a dirty filter on a sweet f/1.2 50mm lens. it's still a good lens, but the picture it captures is demented; know what i mean?
Cheers.
alvin.k
I'm currently in malaysia, having my summer break!
i have visited 2 new countries this break -> thailand and taiwan. They were both amazing! Especially loved Taiwan, it's everything i imagined it to be! Definitely returning again in the future!
The holidays have been good, to relax my brain from studying mode; but it's not without it's problems.
Had a few arguments with the old roots, thing is, they're weren't just your usual squarrel; they were a bit of an end-result of a years worth of anger-accumulation; yeap it doesn't sound good. To make it worse, i don't think it's resolved. shit.
Every year something happens, and every year the supposedly long-awaited-awesome-break ends up being a shitty-non-study-period. As of now, i really want school to start soon, it's that shitty.
and i feel lonely sometimes.i know it's startting to sound like some melodramatic rant, but really, this is my only output.
i don't know, i have friends, many friends in fact. but it's hard sometimes with the old root issue and all. we play hard and we study hard, thats the motto to keep us going right? but on my end, im only getting the study hard part. play hard? ehhh maybe. i do play, but hard? im not so sure. So that's that. A holiday that's not really one. i feel crap.
Right now im focussing on gyming! something that i can put my mind to. It's good for health, and it takes my mind off things; win-win scenario. I need more of that in my life. Well, things are not all that bad, im back in msia! with no exams or assignments chasing my ass. I'm supposed to be in a freaking good period of the year. supposedly. But there's still good food and malls to walk around; so i guess it's not all that bad. it's like putting a dirty filter on a sweet f/1.2 50mm lens. it's still a good lens, but the picture it captures is demented; know what i mean?
Cheers.
alvin.k
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