Feel of the Day.89

It's been a whilee! haha first thing i wana say is that i tried bloggin yest but failed miserably haha technologically! i like typed my heart out and clicked submit but whoooosh! it like died sighhsss sooooo i just left it haha

anywho, it was probs for the best anyways, i wasn't feeling all the cheery yest anyways, better today thankfully :]

"You need the bad times, to know the gd times" - Nik Day

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Anywho, with regards to whats been happening, lots i must say...emotionally.
tumble and turns and it's still here today but i feel better because i have a direction. To please God and obey his living Word! I am placed in this situation for a purpose, whatever it may be, i need to submit to His sovereigty, and say yes.
You know the things i want remains the same and the outside influence remains constant as ever and it still eats me down but when i look to God and try to see it from His view, it's not as hard anymore, because i don't have any excuse to not do it His way. I have been bought with a price and it's not an easy price to pay. Therefore, obey and follow. Nothing else. No excuses. Everytime i think i've been met with injustice i think about the cross and whatever im facing seems to loose it's weight and it shud well be the case because what happened at the cross is sooo amazing and nothing can compare, literaly.

The feelings, however, linger and seem like they're here for the long hawl, but..
i needa focus not on myself, but on the Lord. Amen.

alvin.k