Feel of the Day.27

Today was a pretty eventful day, i must say. Had lectures as usual, and betweeen breaks me and some mates went to makan nando chippies ! :D gd timesss...Then there was Apollo Pancake Day ! :P I think Apollo gave out a total of 200+ pancakes ! :) AWESOME ! Thanks everyone who came ! and if you're living in Melb and love to sing , please come and join Choir ! :) contact me @ kongsterkwl@hotmail.com for details :) okok, that was just a lil plug for Apollo :P

If there's one thing that i can change about my life right now, i would change the way i feel. We can't control the way we feel, we can certainly control the way we're manifesting the feeling outwardly, but we cant alter the feelings we're feeling. Its just natural. David Tao ( me fav chinese singer ! ) wrote a song recently titled " Unrequited Love " ( the title is originally in chinese, i just translatted it :P ) and that song would be my life right now. DT also mentioned in one of his interviews that having a kind of love such as an unrequited love is powerful. To be able to love someone and not expect anything in return, even without the person knowing the way you feel, that's something. ( btw im just paraphrasing DT, not his exact words ) anyways, it's painful in some sense, just like a kid lookin at a candy store full of candy but not being allowed to have one. poor kid. poor me.

I really wana tell you, but i don't. but if you're reading this, here's a msg for you.

" I really like you, you think mayb we can go out for a cup of joe sometime ? "

That's all for today . Take care ppl ! :):):)

alvin.k