Feel of the Day.29

Another ordinary day ? Perhaps..
Had classes as usual, ate lunch, hoohaa bits here and there etc.
One class/lect that really caught my attention was today's music n health lecture. Today's topic was Music and Identity, and one of the subtopics was music composition, or in lay man's terms, writing songs. I actually kinda wana wagg this lect, but thanks to Audrey i stayed :) Thanks Aud ! :D:D I was really curious about how the human mind works around music composition and how we can produce something from nothing. This really gave me something to think about. is me writing songs a way to "find myself" ? hm...perhaps. The lecturer also talked about musical flow ? i think thats wat its called. she described this as a moment when you're so in tuned with something you're doing/participating that time wasn't a factor, it was as if the moment froze and we just stay in this infinite space/time, and *snap* immediately i know that i can relate to that. Maybe that's the "hooking factor" that has "hooked" me to playing guitar, singing, composing? perhaps.

Have u ever been stuck in mud ? sinking sand? well, neither have i, but i sure feel like im stuck right now. it's been a while now, back then it was like i KNEW i was stuck, but now its like i know im stuck and its just routine. don't get me wrong, i still feel the discomfort and all and it sucks ! but its like ive accepted my surroundings. ahh BULL ! BULL I SAY !

phew...okay. I feel better :) welll, i think i wana stop here. feeling kinda tired.
Hope you guys are all well :)

alvin.k