Mannnn ! It feels like it's been ages since i last blogged ! :P hehe hi blog ! sry i neglected you ! hehe anyways, tonnes has happened since the last time i wrote, so, lets see, where to start.
Well, I have just finished 2 massive MST and it was really a relief after the tests ! the last week of hols studying for the tests actually felt like SWOT VAC ! :( but yeaa, i'm glad it's over ! but now there's more assesments ! assignments and prac reports ! arghhhh ! it's never-ending ! Oh wells...it'll be all worth it at the end ! :):)
I'm feeling kinda depressed ? i dno what you call it. It's like you're in, but you're not. you clearly have an "IN" tic, but yet you're outside, looking inside thru a glass window. ever feel like that sometimes ? i do today. Frustration has filled my guts today....only i know. Sometimes i just wana run...keep running until i reach a new dimension, a new surreal world where i could just pause time and lie down....for ages & age & ags & ages....how i wish there's such a place. There's so many things, so very many things :( i feel like i could die right now, drown, even decapitated, as horrid as that sounds. sigh. I'm sry this post is so emo ! just not my day. ah wells...suck it !
Anywho, everything else is sorta going okay, and yea, i guess i should be grateful for the things that are going well :) Life has ups and downs. and i should embrace every single moment of it. crap, i should really be sleeping now, class @ 11am tmr. ah wells...
actually, i should go :P that's all for today. cheers !
alvin.k
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