Feel of the Day.38

*the alarms goin...
*snooze...
*alarms goin again...
*snooze...
*fone alarm goes...
*snooze...
*and now i'm here :P

Had a very gd sleep last nite :) refreshing and recharging! You know what i realised, fb is a gun. I mean that in many ways..yess it's a gun in a sense that it's AWESOME ! haha i've been reconnected to many friends through and it has convenienced me in many ways (photo viewing, event making, wall SPAMS :P etc...). I'm sure everyone who has an account would agree with me. However, there is another side to fb that is "not so nice". [For the record, i'm not saying that fb is evil or anything, i love fb :) but this is just one aspect of it that sorta makes me feel glooomy from time to time.] haha i have no idea what i'm saying haha. i was gonna go for, a gun being a weapon, could be used for gd (like cops) and for bad (like robbers) haha, i think i failed haha but just bear with me hehe. Alright, moving on. Ever heard of polymorphism? It means "when two or more clearly different phenotype (observable characteristics) exist in the same population of a species" - quoted from wikipedia. Just focus on the word "different". Just as polymorphism is true in the biological/genetics realm, there is something really similar in reality, i don't know what to call it, it is many things, different factors all mushed up into one big PAININTHEBUTT. I shall call it "The PITB". It is something that is extremely annoying and sometimes feels worse than a stab to the heart (p.s. i've never been stabbed in the heart, physically, so i guess i don't really know what i'm talking about, but you know what i mean). Anyways, back to the point. If you read my previous post about beans (yes, you read right, beans), this post is sorta similar in nature :P it's just my way of ranting/yelling etc. Anywho, PITB is like the different variety of beans (again referencing to me previous post), like polymorphism in the bioscience discipline. Some ppl experience an enormous amount of freedom, and they're indifferent about it. Some ppl experience a moderate amount of freedom and "mehh.." they say, and then there's me. This is PITB. Usually PITB is hard enough when you're a 2nd yr student @ uni but with FB, it's that much harder. Now, again, for the record, i'm not saying that fb is evil or anything, if anything, fb is awesome! It's just that PITB is an issue that is exacerbated by the use of fb. You wake up one morning, boot up your com and then what do u see ? all the things that people do, funfunfun, gd for them. yea..gd for them. Sometimes its hard you know, it's in our nature to want more...more..and moree. But when we see how much "more" others have, it's worse. "one day" i say...hoping that the day will come when PITB wouldn't be in my face.

Ahhhh whatever...that's all. rant finished. haha. i don't know if what i talked about made sense but yeaa haha i'm hoping it does :P Well ppl, have an awesome break :) It's a fairly nice day out there today, make the most of it :)

alvin.k