Feel of the Day.86

boredddd...that's the one thing that's been on my mind haha sigh it's like the total opposite of examss...TOO BUSY<------??------>TOO BORED...i wish the question marks can be filled with something exciting, well lemme tell you a tale...

The question marks were actually meant to be replaced by N.Z. :( butttt some proffesors are just dodge sighs...long story, but in short, i wanted to pursue a hol research opportunity, it's just volunteer but stilll, anyways, he said "okay, i'll talk to my staff. email me back in early june". i was like, yay, altough it's not a definite yes but it's something, 50/50, so i waited patiently till the 1st of June and replied him promptly. 2 days went past, and my hotmail page is already sick of my face but no repliess, "okay, maybe he's busy, he is a prof after all", i thought, so i waited for a few more dayss, and still no sign. 7 days later, i got tired of waiting and i emailed him asking if i got it, but until today, no replies.
What got me angry wasn't the fact that i didn't get the gig, but rather the prof's unproffesionalism (if that's a word). He shud've just emailed me and tell me straight to my face that i wasn't offered the place.
But then again, maybe his email service failed? maybe someone else pretended to be me? maybe he time-travelled? oh wellss...whatever...I need to remember that God's in control, all the time, even when things seem a lil dim.

I also missed other stuff like Syd Med Interview :((( but that's my bad, my eng just isn't up to date. and i also missed an 18ppl ski trip :((((( but that's coz i had other commitments and it's the right thing to keep it and miss the trip.
but that just leaves me with a blank holiday. like you know how when u buy new paper for printing? and the first piece of paper you pull out from the whole bunch...it's like that, clean, blank...BORING. okay, i'm just raging, i know i should be more thankful for many many things.
I should really enjoy this 'nothingness'. It's something i don't get very often and so i should really cherish it, rather than going against it.
I will try :)

well, today's been a fairly room-bound day. Just been in my room, on my laptop, all day. Actually, i did go jogging in the evening :) it was tiring, oh right...i just realised today that jogging with your arms/hands in your jacket pocket and jogging with your arms/hands out if totally 2 diff things haha on sat i went jogging and it was SO COLD, so i jogged with my arms/hands in my pocket the whole time, but today, it was slightly warmer, so i sorta pulled my hands/arms out from my pocket and jogged normally, you know. buttt, i was so tireddd after! It puzzled me, the reason for my extra tiredness and it hit me, my hands/arms were out today! haha i know it's silly but it really does make a diff! try it yourself! :P

anywhooo, that's my day, boring but free day :]
thanks for reading, ciao!

alvin.k